restless

i'm beginning to wonder why I came so early.

the restlessness is full force.

I am craving productivity. I wish I could start moving into my new place or purchase a car or look for that microwave I need or start decorating or shelf books, etc in my new office... but I can't do any of those things. They are rearranging offices at Nakenu so I can't move in until my first official day next Tuesday. My new apartment (which is gonna be SWEET) is not available until July 1st, so I can't start moving stuff over or unpacking. I don't have enough money for a car until my first paycheck, so I cannot really search for or purchase one until after June 27th. Because of the need to save all my money for a car, I cannot really afford to go shopping for other things for the apartment.

So here I am, at a standstill. And restless as hell.

sigh.